please respond as soon as possible because it's really URGENT
my mind is a mess after all confusion and i have been in high depression to the state that i have been thinking of suicide
TIME TAKEN :
Time taken in Delhi is 30 mins by metro
time taken in Agra (hometown) is nil or 5 mins as the center is just around the corner
teachers in vmc pitampura are fast paced skipping some theory (WHICH MIGHT BE USELESS) and some theory is meant for students to be done and also classes are generally 3 to 4 hours long in one sitting without break or with 10 mins break thus taking January jee as target too sometimes i feel sleepy in class which is the case with everyone here btw and stuff goes over my head .
(level is high ,pace is high , my grasping power is low but can make it high easily if i get environment to study )
teachers in agra are from local and are teaching entire course taking april jee as target
spoon feeding might not be too far to express .however by their pace everything goes in my mind and i get enough time to solve their modules and other question banks.
(level is medium,pace is low, my grasping power can easily cope up and i have the environment but it wont force me to level up my grasping)
I have noticed in Delhi after coming back from coaching i get tired and time gets wasted as i recover from exhaustion however i feel that i have more time to in a day . i'll be staying at my relative's house in a seperate room but with open doors and windows as the balcony is attached and there's a main road outside thus loud traffic noise continuously except at night . I have searched for pgs but couldn't find a good pg where i won't be homesick and waste time in stuff like washing clothes,arranging food ,getting up myself (yes i know i can't).
at hometown in home i have a seperate room with all facilities and pin drop silence to self study in without any tension however i feel my motivation will go down as i have stayed in same place for last two years . Also i am sure i'll get mocked or reminded of again and again that i'll ruin this year too by my parents in every event occuring . for ex - if i have severe headache (which i do ) and take a nap , or study at night .
i feel if i study at my hometown i'll be sure to get a better rank than this time but not great rank
if i study in delhi i think the tips,tricks, guidance and extra stuff to solve jee questions faster MIGHT push me for a great rank .
i have never stayed away from home in a pg and beared the burden of personal responsibilities however the "might " possibility is alluring
delhi will cost me around 2 lakhs
agra ,my hometown gonna cost me 70k
i don't wanna score in top and aim for cse in iit but just for a good college like iiits,thapar,bits etc