Yes, thanks very much for your response..
By the way, i deeply regret if i unintentionally might make you feel a bit emotional by my post..
By the way, many private colleges offer scholarships to the meritorious students..
I really hope and wish for a favorable outcome for you out of your jee mains..
I believe, at this point of time, without worrying about the jee mains results, you pl continue to prepare for advanced as well as bitsat..
There is very good information on the site shiksha.com about all possible educational institutions, after your bitsat or whenever you get sometime, pl go thru it..
By the way, my parents also not so rich and have humble background..
My parents always tell, whatever happens, it happens for a reason.. So, it is always better to look ahead..
One of my relatives work in the banking sector,
I will share info about education loan taking procees, resources etc..