So it's been about 45 days since I was last here and today I am here because I am in need of help , , , ,immediate help. While i am in JIIT, the college studys have now started to become more and more burden on my shoulders which are already burdened by expections .
I got 53.5 out of 120 in mid sem 1 which is above average which is 40 , while it was needed I gave much more time then permissible for college studies and I stumbled through my way in mid sem as well as jee preparations in September , although I tried to get back but call it lack of motivation or fear of missing out on another year in my life I wasn't able to pull my self back on table for JEE. Preparations .
Though I am now feeling doubtful on my own decision and understand the pressure I am facing their is a net neutrality which I feel is negative signs moving forward I need to find out some instant motivation .
Also it's October , I feel if I once again start where I left than I would certainly complete course by JAN end or FEB 2 week .
But the main problem is I am unable to decide that should I leave my college in sem break around DEC.
My parents have already spent 2.5 lakh on college and then if I discontinue a fear of failure will lure in my parents mind thus they will continuously remind me of my situation.
What should I do what not please help it is as if I am in middle of a loop hole and can't get to any decisions should I continue with ECE in JIIT or go after JEE mains2018 and for that should I leave college by DEC because in JAN registration will take place and 1.3 lakh will be needed then if I pay and attend college by April my chances of screwing at both place will increase by that I will waste my 1st year SGPA and dream of NITs
Can someone please help me please it's very important to get someone's take on this situation.